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Message In A Bottle Lyrics
Artist(Band):30 Seconds to Mars

Just a castaway, an island lost at sea, oh
Another lonely day, with no one here but me, oh
More loneliness than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall into despair, oh

Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah

A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life but
Love can break your heart
Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah

Walked out this morning, dont believe what I saw
Hundred billion bottles washed up on the shore
Seems Im not alone at being alone
Hundred billion castaways, washed up on the shore
Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
Ill send an s.o.s. to the world
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah
Message in a bottle, yeah
Sending out at an s.o.s.
Sending out at an s.o.s.
Sending out at an s.o.s.
Sending out at an s.o.s.
Sending out at an s.o.s.
Sending out at an s.o.s…

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places - worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere - going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression - no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow - no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very, very…
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday - happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen - sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me - no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me - look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very, very…
Mad World  Enlarge your world Mad World

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won’t
Depend of how the wind blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul

I’m not the average girl from your video
And I ain’t built like a supermodel
But I learned to love myself unconditionally,
Because I am a queen

I am not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I’m wearing I will always be
India.Arie

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it’s suppose to be
And I know my creator didn’t make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my Lips, my eyes, I’m loving what I see

Am I less of a lady if I don’t where panty hose
My momma said a lady ain’t what she wears but what she knows…
But I’ve drawn the conclusion, it’s all an illusion
Confusion’s the name of the game
A misconception, a vast deception,
Something got to change

Now don’t be offended, this is all my opinion
Ain’t nothing that I’m saying is law
This is a true confession
Of a life learned lesson
I was sent here to share with y’all
So get in when you fit in
Go on and shine
Clear your mind
Now’s the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go on and love yourself
‘Cause everything’s gonna be alright

Keep your fancy drink, and your expensive minks
I don’t need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive cars and your caviar
All’s I need is my guitar

Keep your crystal and your pistol
I’d rather have a pretty piece of crystal
Don’t need you silicone, I prefer my own
What god gave me is just fine…

Kahapon lang sabi ko sa pisara, "ayoko na! ayoko na! ayaoko na!…. hmmpp ayaw!!!"…..kasi naman sobrang npagod ako….

Pero kanina, binulungan ko yung chalk… sabi ko "gusto ko pa pala! gusto pa! gusto pa!"…. saya kase!

Nag-HELE kami ng mga anak ko kanina… Ang topic namen "Puberty"..

E di xempre ngsulat ako ng mga keywords sa blackboard….

Nilagay ko: "menstruation", "nocturnal emission", "circumcision" etc… etc… etc…

Nung binanggit ko yung una, nakarinig ako ng isang matinding "yuuucccckkkk!!!".

Nung dniscuss ko naman yung pangalwa - "Nocturnal Emission" aka "wet dreams", UMULAN ng hagalpakan, malalakas na tawa, giggles, halakhak, sinok, laway, luha at mga letrang Y-U-C-K sa loob ng apat na pader ng aking classroom… wala na kong nagawa kundi tumawa rin… "if you can’t beat them, join them" ika- nga!…. hehe

Nung pangatlo na- "circumcision" - "it is the surgical removal of the foreskin on the tip of the penis"……sabi ng isang girl-tsikiting "teacher I don’t wanna listen anymore ‘coz ur talking about the peh-nis na"… sabi ko naman "no it’s not peh-nis…. it’s pee-nis!, that’s how you pronounce it!’…… aba, akalain mo, tawa na naman sila!..

TEACHER, I HAVE A QUESTION!

"Teacher, when I grow up can I still play Ragnarok?"…. "of course you can"….. sabat ng isang bata- "yes we can still play, look at teacher she plays neopets even if she’s old olredi!"…. nangtokwa… old olredi daw!

a chinese girl asked innocently, "Teacher when the boys have their wet-dreams do they also use napkins?"…. "No they don’t, they use pampers"…. sabi ko…. hehe

a bedimpled boy asked, "Teacher, you said a while ago that hair grows on the pubic area, then what is the pubic area?"..…. namuo ang pawis sa noo ko…. namayani ang katahimikan sa mga musmos….. lahat ng mga mata’y titig at tutok sa akin, tila naghihintay at atat na atat sa sagot….. "well, the pubic area is a sensitive body-part that is necessary for reproduction"…. eh asus, di ata nila na-gets… sabi ko tuloy "the pubic area’s the one rigt here! - you know!"… sabay turo sa ano ko, sa alam mo na……. tawanan na naman sila… but I did it in good taste… =)

"Teacher, why do women have that coca-cola shaped body?".….. sabi ko, "because we have more fats than men and those fats tend to settle in our breasts and hips"… "Teacher, is that the reason why you have that shape too?"…. "yes!"", tpos napa-isip ako…. teka, ako na yun ha…. nangtokwa ulet.. kala ko ba mga musmos pa tong mga toh!…..hehe

mraming marami pa clang tanong…. "teacher how old are you?, when are you gonna get married?, ‘cher can I be your ring bearer?, ‘cher what’s your email add, your cellphone number?"…. saka ko na sasagutin tong mga toh!…. kain muna ko Ajitsuke Nori =)

alas diyes na! dapat ginugupit ko na yung mga letters para sa room ng mga anak ko….. kaso gusto ko pa mag-gitara kaya mamya na lang… tutugtugin ko sana yung kanta ni Jewel…. yung ano…. ahm, yung "you were meant for me"….. saka yung "A Sort’a Fairytale" ni Tori Amos…….eh kaso may hunghang na kumuha ng capo ko…. huhuhu… hmmppp badtrip~!… kantang kanta na ko!… yung capo ko eh!.. kasi naman eh!… ammpppp

ipopost ko na lang yung mga impressions sa kin ng mga co-teachers ko, saka nung mga co-HEIRS ko…. hmmp…

~you speak English well… (ows!?)

~you’re cute.. (hmmp.. ows, ows, ows?)

~pretty girl… (super mega ows?)

~you’re kind…. (ngek!)

~very lady like…. (tlaga lang ha, tingnan naten pg ng-jeans, shirt at sneakers ako…hehe)

~good in walking… (ha ano raw?…. maingay kasi yung takong ko…hehe)

~I like your smile and interested in your mysterious personality…. (hmmm, ano keang misteryo?… awoooh!)

~my bestbud in kindergarten, you have a lovely voice!…… (naging bespren nga kita!..hehe)

~ nice height!…. (wahah, 5 ft flat nga lang ata ako eh =)

~I appreciate your openness and desire to obey God…. (hmmm, actually mahirap xa gawin =)

~It’s nice that you’re slim and you have a beautiful hair…… (plinantsa ko lang yan =)

~I appreciate your deep desire to get in touch with God….. (hmmm…. can live w/o a man, but I can’t do w/o Him)

~I would like to hear you sing again!….. (ako rin gs2 ko na ulet marinig boses ko, kea ilabas na ang Capo ko!)

"Good Friend" (by Nine Days)

I used to think that you were someone else
Then I’d loose my mind each day
I used to think that I could help myself
But its true
what they say
There is no reason without a way
This is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you’ve been to me
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you

I used to wish that I was someone else
then I’d dream away the day
those dreams have made me into someone new
and its true what they say
there is no better time than today
if this is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you’ve been to me
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you

I am here
I need to say
that I will miss you
everyday
and its true what they say
there is no better time than today
if this is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you’ve been to me
if this is
Good Bye to you and Me
well what good friends we will always be
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you [x2]
its you

Every good thing that I do is you
its you

every good thing that I do
well I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is

* Fourth, it did hit me…… really hard =(

Yup, it’s CODE RED and I don’t have plans of going anywhere!. I have long been waiting for this moment to arrive, not that I’m anxious of becoming pregnant- duh! how could my tummy carry a baby when I don’t even have a boyfriend…. haha.. it’s just that I’m excited to go to Gallera next Sunday and I don’t want to soak into the sea with a disgusting object in my bikini…..haha…. as if i’ll be wearing a bikini! hahh!

To fight my boredom, I might as well post my journal-entry last friday. Nothing odd. Just a plain common routinary day I had…

April 20, 2006:

After going to work for 7 days straight, I thougt I deserved some treat so I dropped by at CS and grabbed a blueberry muffin and had a sip from a cold glass of large iced tea… It’s good to be alone sometimes. Solitude makes some experiences more meaningful, more tasty… =P

A crappy music played on the background so I turned up my phone and listened to some radio stations that I like. The first song’s catchy…… went like "she likes me for me, not because I talk like dirty Harry", hell me I forgot the title… I think it’s from the "Blessed union of soul"…. I really can’t remember the title.. spank me for I have no respect for such good songs….haha

then I remebered Francis telling me, "Juvi wag ka na mag-resign!, saka ka na mag-resign!".

I answered, "nyeh! at kelan naman ako mag-reresign? hah?!"

He said, "Pag nag-resign na koh!"…. hmmmmn!

Ba’t nya kea sinabi yun?…. may ibig sabihin ba yun?….hehehe

Hmmmpp.. what d heck am I thinking!

It doesn’t mean anything… right? and I shouldn’t give meaning to things that don’t have any meaning at all…masyado akong malisyosa….hehehe

I have a crush on him… Well, it’s not a "crush"-crush nor an "ultra-super-ultimate"-crush… he’s more of a KuYa!… he’s 27…hehehe

I just admire that guy’s air of friendliness…he’s the type of guy whom you can easily fall into a conversation with….. easy to confide to, no prejudices, laid-back, no pretentions…plus nuknukan sya ng kulit!…haha

plus he’s a drummer!… asteeg!

He drinks doses of Colt 45- a-day to fight insomnia.

He has sniffed marijuana.

He had slept with alot of women already….hehe, patay sikreto nya cgurong malupit toh…

But what makes him more astig is that he’s trying to live a better life now…

responsible, clean and chaste….. (clean and chaste nga ba? hehe)

I don’t know, but with the small time we spent talking about nonsense things, trippings and serious stuff, I can feel that he’s trying  to become a better person now. I just don’t quite agree with his decision of breakin-up with his girl ‘coz of long distance… she’s in Japan =( SaD!

Did I mention that he resembles BJ Palanca with his bonnet on? I think, that makes him quite an item in the office… He’s been linked to Bing (aka Claudine), Lhei (aka Dexter Doria) and Lucki (aka Maui Taylor)…. hahaha

You may wanna shave your head Gamboa!…. You’ll look better without those "bolbolic" hair on your head….hahaha really! ..ahmm antok na ko, better start snoozing…. nyt!

may hang-over pa koh… I wanna live in Baguio!

GCHS texted me this afternoon. I’m about to sign a contract for a teaching post on the 25th….

Then I got a call from Peoplesupport. Thank goodness they’re still interested in hiring me… hmmm

I fell into a deep slumber and I wasn’t able to come for my final interview this morning….. indianera talaga cguro ako! pahabol…. paimportante…hehe

What about SYKES?… after all the good memories, the bottomless coffee,  the trips, endless laughing and giggling with Nem’s antics, the friendships I built?…  what now?

Too many options…. pains my head

My tears’re on the verge of falling, then nabasa ko tong blog entry ng isang adik!….. adik sa Bibbo hotdog ska Smirnoff….hehe

here’s his entry… It’s about me… I say it with certainty because i’m the only "J" he’s been with during our Baguio escapade…. I copied it w/o consent, put me to jail.. i’m guilty!..hehe

"J, she drinks a lot, she looks pretty drinking vodka–drunkard! and she wont be resigning anytime , such a relief! J has been a confidante’ and I was surprised she’s also into ogling men, "the man in hood, the man in hood, ay, ano ba yun—bading! " she just saw the man in hood had a puff in a very womanly way and he held his cigarette with fingers flung away.  J is a real trooper and its good that she showed her happier side this time, she laughed a lot during this trip and she texted incessantly to her male friend in manila—-hope they will finally be a couple—-Hey J!  I dreamt of you last night, hmn bakit kaya? umiibig na ata ako sayo —Kidding ! My friend thank you for making this trip possible, next time be in charge again of the convincing for now this is me, still in baguio signing off— : )"…..

Yung adik na yan…. utot ng utot sa Baguio yan… contest sila nila Bilog and Lhei…hehehe…. sori, once lang ako umutot dun after ko uminom ng mudshake… charap lasang chocolait!.. kala ko ba "whisper tones not working" na sa Simple Freedom!..

teka, teka,… teka…. "earth calling Juvi"… balik na sa realidad.

kelangan na pumili!… badtrip talaga!… kung pwede ko lang i-pause ang oras…

kung pwede ko lang pahintuin ang ikot ng mundo….. =(

ba-bye na ba?!…. bahala na!

You got it the wrong way round completely
The fact that I love you so
Doesn’t make me a fool
One day you just might grow tired of chasing
The end of a rainbow
Your already there you know

So Slow down
Tell me why you’re running
Turn round
Let it out keep and keep it coming
Nothing I can do if I can’t get to you
Slow down

Remember the day you came to see me
Even that lonely long drive
Couldn’t keep us apart
And you opened up to me completely
And you gave me peace of mind
The rest we can leave behind

You don’t have to hurt yourself
And feel so small
It’s so confusing
And you’re already there

Slow down
Tell me why you’re running
Turn round let it all out keep it coming
Nothing I can do if I can’t get to you
Slow down